Depress -.-" *Sob* So..orr..ry........

I lov watever i hav been seeing today or i should say this night....that show was well really oshome....But one thing is happy-sad thing to me is in the second part of the show...Dear Blog sorry if i dont write u to much cauz i cant see with my i full of water running down my cheek ....But today was also something dat i nvr had before...n the braveness come up into my brain n hand like im the the boy da boy here....hav u ever sit with the person u like (girl or boy) n u just sit dare 4 about 5-10 min waiting for a conversation to start... Oh yea...Im not being bossy here or watever 2 u im just being a GIRL who is having their manner(or watever i should say) next 2 the person i like..im not being girly or watever u should say but....i just no dat u r the quietest guy i ever been w_ _ _......In a relationship Conversa_ _ _ _ who should start first? Im not being mean here kay im just >.< i just think it's the worst sitting dat i ever had! You can say im sensitive, im angry, im not happy...yeah im sensitive...no girls dat is not sensitive.....I hav reasons to cry..to let the tears come running down my cheek...Im depress.. :/ But if you ever sit next to the person u like/love, wat do u think will happen? conversation? smiling at each other? wat? wat? I no u nvr been in any close-to-relationship things...but dare...right dare...I was idle 4 a long time waiting for a _u_ to start a conversation or something seeing him ignoring me...watching the show, talk his fren, ignoring me again, n playing his phone  i mean *sigh* it really make dat watery thing which named tear drop..."yes girls im strong i should wait for him to start a conversation" i answered my frens hos helping me calm the heck down my head...I dont wat to show u dat i was sad because u r ignoring me...I thought..I thought...yeah....your gonna say something  n i just discovered from someone dat u r a quiet person..OMG.....I'm the one who starts conversation...like a boy.....I Was the one who is really take your phone number n i was the one who ask u questions, i was the one who did knuckle everyday.... Yeah yeah I'm happy to see u perform, I'm happy to sit beside u, i'm happy to start a CONVERSATION...who is taking these parts? me? im the guy here? but no wat dat just because im brave.. SO SORRY If you see me crying in front of u ( which I did put my head down for 3 times...cauz i try to be brave :') Well, even he talks I couldnt hear cauz the show is too loud :/

Yeah yeah ask for tips to dat clever girl of mine...She really help but thnx u not doing it...Yeah im okay...just a little to much teardrops...I just want to say.. I dont like to be ignored... 

Yeah I think I no y cause tis is a show..music show...talent show...sorry if I disturb you....But how can we really get toget_ _ _ if u really distracted with phone, game, fren n stuff....Oh right Who cares right? I doesn't mean much to _ maybe! u ask ppl wat should u do!? *sigh* :'( I'm the one like u or they? 

P.S. "Occupied Person" is quiet person :S :| :"( 

P.S Thnx my girls (Babes) who help me to calm down...n help me do things but _ i_ not doing it :\

I could just say it was " Unspeakable Conversation" or watever :'(

A boy should talk to the girl if he likes her....However...still the confession n the questions, n worries is still me.. A GIRL :|

" Don't think I forgot about you...Cause i didn't even watch the show like was watching a movie with you...Cause I stayed alarm so I don't do anything wrong..Except being sensitive..." (Watching over you...</3)