Note to Self(?)

Ima share you something ..... As usual I'll tell you something you nvr know or you nvr though of it before even me-> But Here i Am gonna share you about it...
P.S. Dont no wat the title should be sorry xD

I remember that time when we used to be normal, that time when we don't have feelings for each other, that time when we didn't care at all, that time when things aren't really meaningful at all.
But now, I like you, I really do. I get jealous whenever you talk to other girls, whenever you give more time to them, it hurts so much.
But now, it doesn't really matter.
I don't care if you don't like me back, I'll just hope and give my best just to make you feel how much you really mean to me, if it's for you I'll never give up.

Read this:

• When you're dating a guy and they flirt with other girls, it does hurt, I know how you feel. It makes you feel like they don't love you, and like your the second choice for them. I mean we have feelings too, and it's not just what they think, it's equal. Some guys, not all of them though, think that it's okay to flirt around with other girls when they are dating someone, because in their mind they are like "It's not like they will know about it." So they think it's okay, but something that they don't know is most girls find out about everything. Usually the girl or the guys friend tells the girlfriend, sometimes it is quite obvious that they are doing that. Other times guys just have friends that are girls that they talk to and it may seen like they are cheating, but they actually aren't and they may seem like it but their really not. That's where 'trust' comes in, in the relationship. Just trust him if he says he loves you and not some other girl. Maybe he is telling the truth. but the only way you will find out is if you trust him then he will develop the courage to tell you maybe if he was or was not cheating on you. It is a big deal if he is cheating. Try and earn the trust back if you lost it, and gain some more trust, and this time put it aside and pretend it never happened (even though it hurts, i know) and make sure that he understands that it hurt your feelings. If he does it again I would recommend talking to him about it/how you feel, and don't let him make you think your wrong. Then if he admits it, break up with him, and find a new someone. ♥


• I hate it. I hate how you constantly come in my mind as though you've always been there. I hate that you always caught me off guard. I hate how you make me laugh when you don't even try. I hate how I can't stop caring about you. I hate how I hate being apart from you. I hate these feelings. I hate it because I know that one day I'll get hurt for feeling this way. I'm afraid that things are going to be the same way. I'm afraid that you're not the one. I'm afraid that it won't work out. I'm just really... afraid.


• You don't have to force yourself when you're moving on. If you're sad, be sad. If you're angry, be angry. If you want to cry, just cry. Let it all out. You don't have to pretend that everything is okay. We're humans, right? We get hurt too. It's alright. It's not like it's going to be forever. You just have to believe in yourself, be strong and you can finally pick yourself up. I mean, it's not the end of the world, isn't it?
  You're going to be fine. You're going to heal. You deserve better than this, trust me.
  Don't worry, okay?


• Never expect.
  Even if someone shows you that they like you so much, even if they give you most of their attention, even if they act sweet to you, even if they keep saying that you're attractive, even if they keep staring at you, even if your friends tell you that he/she has feelings for you.
  Just don't expect. Just go with the flow. Don't believe until they tell you that they really do like/love you.
  You'll just get disappointed when truth is, they never had feelings for you to begin with. It's just that, there are those kind of people who give false hopes to make you fall for them. And when you do? Game Over. It's their win. Cruel isn't it?


• We all have those memories we’ve shared with that one person. That special person that we seem to believe will always remain in our hearts. That one we can always say they were the best we have ever had. We put it in the back of our head, where it can stay, that they will always be apart of us somehow. That there is no way they can possibly leave our minds or our hearts. ♥

So heyy stalker and readers..Wat do you think is it true---> The ppl in the same situation IS IT TRUE OR NOT? Thnx to  this person who found it n hav experience it :)) Well thn Bye Bye n Assalamualaikum Sodikin ! :))

Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeeeeeennnnnggggg! Quote of mind for today!:

"I'm sick of you asking me silly question about my feeling. You know I'm hurt then quit asking. I don't want to waste my tears on you anymore. Couldn't you just spit it out what are thinking? Cause waiting is not my thing anymore. It's just wasting time.."