It Was A Bad Day After All... :\

I know she don't like it. And I should have not done it but.. It's already happen and I learn my lesson..

Yup, If you see me at MY school today, at lunch... I was trying first time.. YUP. It's girl's stuff.. Yup Nail Polishing..

I really love it. It's just simple. :) N Thank Yassu for letting me borrow some of yours...N thanks for the co-workers (LOL) who put the stuff on my nail :))

I should hav follow wat Yasmean told ..about taking it off.. But I told her something dat I know it's not a positive idea..

I was hiding the whole time in front of my mom my fingers/nails..I dont why. I know I should hav done it but I think I will get away. But Never.. :\ 

She got me.. I got a lecture.. about wat if I die n the nail polish isn't remove from my hand n dat I just hav to take my nails off.. and stuff like dat..

I dont know like now...Whenver she scold me.. I always cry ..silently..of course I will be feeling so bad..

It kind of scares me so.. wat I did with the water running on my face, I whn in my room and scratch the nail polish with a small knife I'll call it.. n scratch it out. I did it becauz I wanna punish myself for everthing I have done bad to her :') Pieces of my nail go with the scratching of rolling dry nail polish. I dont care. 

It was time for my Quran Class but I didnt go early i continued until I hav scratch everything out until it's enough to not be seen by ppl ..

I didnt answer my mom's call evn though she shout n really call me ... I dont know why act like dat in the moment but it's just dat I want her to see it WILL be gone :/

I no she will come in my room.. n she did...

I remembered she said " Wat are you thinking?" "Wat really are you thinking?'

I regret it. :) And I learn my lesson.. I still am sad n scared of wat she said. Not only becaus of that but other things too ;D


Anywys, So watcha doing? well Im suppose to study for Quiz Bowl tom but guess wat I havent gave up like I did yesterday. Give up on wat? Crocheting! (hehehehehe) yea yea watever but I finally did it. And I dont want to wait till I forget it agn ... Urgh .. So I tried and tried so hard (LOL) n Look!

I know it's small.. But it's just the first try. Ima do bigger one \\// Peace. Wish Luck for me for everything! Hehehehehe ..Nyty Nyt <3

Watever Im saying just dont mind -_- Just a post :D But it's true!