That 10 years friend...
I thought I already forget about this person. He was my first best friend ( i mean can I ? :3) We are still young , immature , kid~ lala . N yea we are kids in first grade . I still remember that I started to like him when he moved.. ha ha ha . k . But actually it's nothing . I dont know if I remember what happen . But I really want to forget everything. it have been 10 from now I am 14 years old. haha wow. He's a guy that have been acting weird since we meet . Well, like you know how you guys when you are small. Boys and girls are always close , so he um , nvrmind., but I totally just forget about it so fast but there always things or memories that comes to me when I am with someone I love . um maybe .
So now I have been alone for some time haha . I mean freedom huh ~ Still some people (err) trying to tell me something but Alhamdulillah I am trying to reject them haha .
But one fine day , when I enter this social website, Facebook and suddenly my little brown eyed saw a friend request . hm . it must be someone I dont know *sigh* . So I just click on it and owh , you cant believe who the hay that add me. It's him . I am like "oh wait , is this him ?" ohhh shut . no way . Why did you come back ? I mean it have been 10 years and now you just remember you had leave some friends behind? I mean like yea , you can call me as his friend not more than that . With my heads and mind working together, it was just . nothing . there wont be any fighting or anything so it just ,, nothing you know who care ? I just delete the friend request because I hate to remember back the old kiddish with that guy . To me, he didnt change a bit . just again nothing . Actually I have been leaving the friend request for many days , but then..... this one not-so-fine-day , MF replied . I mean , he just came up when he needs somebody , when he needs a comfort and when his GF just i dont know! disappear ? pftt ~ But I found on a wechat and I just like his new yellow bag for upcoming school year (lol) and that's why I just add him and say nice bag! but suddenly something just came up . brr ~ I know nothing and i thought he just dont know me , but but ... he just brought that friend I just rejected his friend request . I ask ~ how the heyy did you know about this ?! and MF said he is his member (something called like a friend) Arghhhh ~ this is killing me., he asked why didnt I add him and I am like "So what?" -_- He said he miss me and bla bla bla ~ wooo go die =.= k.
But the next day I found the friend request again. huh -__________- Would you give up already ? As I rethink to just delete the friend request again , I just say why not ? he's your old school friend ~ and that's just Syaitonnnnn -..- Cause now I am stuck . To choose him out or in my life ._.
Well, tell me I hate this problem called "cant ignore anyone who just talks to you" dammit . That is my second problem and one more I am just too caring -.- ( i am sorry go back and say eww but they said =.=) and soo I accept that friend request without expecting anything :)
Oh well, it didnt last , this dude just asking things now , and I said some stuff back . 'whatdaya mean by some stuff?' haha kay . he suddenly ask how I am doing and Im like "who do you think you are man asking like you are my friend ?' and there it start's... wow ~ he regret leaving me . It wasnt that big deal you know :/ it's all old now , I forgive and forget those things ~
The next day , he still talking to me ._. haha k . I cant ignore him I dont know why . He just misses me and he just prove it but those it mean I miss him too because replying him ? xD I dont know . But here you go someone explaining to me that I just stole someone's heart :o oh no , not love again. I cant do anything . I am tired of all this . All dumb love . I mean okay he's kind , well good looking MashaAllah but I dont want it now . I am sooo sorry . But I acted like I am his :/ which badddd. Like we know each other for a long time . There I remember he ask to be his special ones for a second time . Ohhh no ! Sorry err... And hey till now I have been talking to him I dont know why but pray for me . I dont wanna fall in love xD haha lol . Remember I cant ignore someone , just like that . tsk tsk. He's sweet and we got many similarities~ awww. dammit . k bye.
So now I have been alone for some time haha . I mean freedom huh ~ Still some people (err) trying to tell me something but Alhamdulillah I am trying to reject them haha .
But one fine day , when I enter this social website, Facebook and suddenly my little brown eyed saw a friend request . hm . it must be someone I dont know *sigh* . So I just click on it and owh , you cant believe who the hay that add me. It's him . I am like "oh wait , is this him ?" ohhh shut . no way . Why did you come back ? I mean it have been 10 years and now you just remember you had leave some friends behind? I mean like yea , you can call me as his friend not more than that . With my heads and mind working together, it was just . nothing . there wont be any fighting or anything so it just ,, nothing you know who care ? I just delete the friend request because I hate to remember back the old kiddish with that guy . To me, he didnt change a bit . just again nothing . Actually I have been leaving the friend request for many days , but then..... this one not-so-fine-day , MF replied . I mean , he just came up when he needs somebody , when he needs a comfort and when his GF just i dont know! disappear ? pftt ~ But I found on a wechat and I just like his new yellow bag for upcoming school year (lol) and that's why I just add him and say nice bag! but suddenly something just came up . brr ~ I know nothing and i thought he just dont know me , but but ... he just brought that friend I just rejected his friend request . I ask ~ how the heyy did you know about this ?! and MF said he is his member (something called like a friend) Arghhhh ~ this is killing me., he asked why didnt I add him and I am like "So what?" -_- He said he miss me and bla bla bla ~ wooo go die =.= k.
But the next day I found the friend request again. huh -__________- Would you give up already ? As I rethink to just delete the friend request again , I just say why not ? he's your old school friend ~ and that's just Syaitonnnnn -..- Cause now I am stuck . To choose him out or in my life ._.
Well, tell me I hate this problem called "cant ignore anyone who just talks to you" dammit . That is my second problem and one more I am just too caring -.- ( i am sorry go back and say eww but they said =.=) and soo I accept that friend request without expecting anything :)
Oh well, it didnt last , this dude just asking things now , and I said some stuff back . 'whatdaya mean by some stuff?' haha kay . he suddenly ask how I am doing and Im like "who do you think you are man asking like you are my friend ?' and there it start's... wow ~ he regret leaving me . It wasnt that big deal you know :/ it's all old now , I forgive and forget those things ~
The next day , he still talking to me ._. haha k . I cant ignore him I dont know why . He just misses me and he just prove it but those it mean I miss him too because replying him ? xD I dont know . But here you go someone explaining to me that I just stole someone's heart :o oh no , not love again. I cant do anything . I am tired of all this . All dumb love . I mean okay he's kind , well good looking MashaAllah but I dont want it now . I am sooo sorry . But I acted like I am his :/ which badddd. Like we know each other for a long time . There I remember he ask to be his special ones for a second time . Ohhh no ! Sorry err... And hey till now I have been talking to him I dont know why but pray for me . I dont wanna fall in love xD haha lol . Remember I cant ignore someone , just like that . tsk tsk. He's sweet and we got many similarities~ awww. dammit . k bye.
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