Pains demands to be felt
I might grab that from the movie "The Fault in Our Stars"
I really like this want.
Reading the ending a book that makes you keep reading will upset you really bad if that book just end with a sentence. Like wow, I dont know what I'm talking about anymore it's just...
I want to relate this to all the things that I am feeling right now. so, Oh dear blog, please bear me.
Pain yes. Pain maybe a name in one of the fictional character that comes in 6 different features in anime called Naruto Shipudden (Hey Gaara's still my fav charac.) That really did causing pain physically. I dont know how you describe pain but here i am talking about nonpshyical pain. Pain that only one feel. Hurt.
The poetic saying of "Some girls are crazy because they see how the real world is" or maybe something like that was keep on replaying in my mind and my inside voice was keep on repeating to myself. That makes me come to a conclusion of Am i crazy?
I feel a lot of pain. All over my body. They(boys) may ask for your heart (like you *pointing*) just because you had to make something right again. Well you know what?As many said the broken glass cant be answering it's okay after being push to the floor from the pink dining table.
A guy has been asking for me to be his gf so badly desperately and obsessively but i know. I know that this things doesnt matter to me right now like it was really nothing because I suddenly want to focus on my career and really reply may parents good deeds. Other than that being in love right now is like IBECOMESOHEARTLESSTHATIDIDNTNOTICEYOU and that it cant really cop with me.
This guy made me half exploded saying stuff I never tell anyone. I hate them so much because they wudnt be the one who felt the heart broken feeling unless because of not getting what they want or the pain on your neck when your pillow becomes so flat that you stay up 2 to 3 am just to be asleep or just get out of breath because of laughing so hard and you feel like you are gonna die or even feeling that your veins are gonna be cut off itself because your not being so healthy that when you stretch a little after sitting, every of your bone cracks that only you can hear. Like me.
Oh pretty pathetic typical girl wanting people's pithiness. Well, I am not. I just saying that those guys wouldnt feel what pain you had felt. I may not be sooooo experienced in the loving but it is enough to make me go eww to boys. They just dont know. Dont understand. As i am trying to be strong, i am no more of that daring girl and become more talkative and act all bitchy. it's like half a year i've also become someone of the middle of bullshit. every fights between friends i was the one who try to make it settle but i felt like im the total evil head. Totally evil that every time i open my mouth i was asked to be shut up. Everytime i wnt someone to be there for me, they'll just say alone is the best.
It is pain to have so many dramatic friends and people over here that you want to die being doom somewhere a little bit far. It's all pain. When you get affected by it. When you try to do stuff you dont know. When you want to do what's plan. When you try to learn new things that you really bad at it. And everything and evn the world turns away from you.
Only One knows the pain and One to hope the pain goes away is Allah.
But I always felt like im a worthless slave even if i try not too..
I really like this want.
Reading the ending a book that makes you keep reading will upset you really bad if that book just end with a sentence. Like wow, I dont know what I'm talking about anymore it's just...
I want to relate this to all the things that I am feeling right now. so, Oh dear blog, please bear me.
Pain yes. Pain maybe a name in one of the fictional character that comes in 6 different features in anime called Naruto Shipudden (Hey Gaara's still my fav charac.) That really did causing pain physically. I dont know how you describe pain but here i am talking about nonpshyical pain. Pain that only one feel. Hurt.
The poetic saying of "Some girls are crazy because they see how the real world is" or maybe something like that was keep on replaying in my mind and my inside voice was keep on repeating to myself. That makes me come to a conclusion of Am i crazy?
I feel a lot of pain. All over my body. They(boys) may ask for your heart (like you *pointing*) just because you had to make something right again. Well you know what?As many said the broken glass cant be answering it's okay after being push to the floor from the pink dining table.
A guy has been asking for me to be his gf so badly desperately and obsessively but i know. I know that this things doesnt matter to me right now like it was really nothing because I suddenly want to focus on my career and really reply may parents good deeds. Other than that being in love right now is like IBECOMESOHEARTLESSTHATIDIDNTNOTICEYOU and that it cant really cop with me.
This guy made me half exploded saying stuff I never tell anyone. I hate them so much because they wudnt be the one who felt the heart broken feeling unless because of not getting what they want or the pain on your neck when your pillow becomes so flat that you stay up 2 to 3 am just to be asleep or just get out of breath because of laughing so hard and you feel like you are gonna die or even feeling that your veins are gonna be cut off itself because your not being so healthy that when you stretch a little after sitting, every of your bone cracks that only you can hear. Like me.
Oh pretty pathetic typical girl wanting people's pithiness. Well, I am not. I just saying that those guys wouldnt feel what pain you had felt. I may not be sooooo experienced in the loving but it is enough to make me go eww to boys. They just dont know. Dont understand. As i am trying to be strong, i am no more of that daring girl and become more talkative and act all bitchy. it's like half a year i've also become someone of the middle of bullshit. every fights between friends i was the one who try to make it settle but i felt like im the total evil head. Totally evil that every time i open my mouth i was asked to be shut up. Everytime i wnt someone to be there for me, they'll just say alone is the best.
It is pain to have so many dramatic friends and people over here that you want to die being doom somewhere a little bit far. It's all pain. When you get affected by it. When you try to do stuff you dont know. When you want to do what's plan. When you try to learn new things that you really bad at it. And everything and evn the world turns away from you.
Only One knows the pain and One to hope the pain goes away is Allah.
But I always felt like im a worthless slave even if i try not too..
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