Heyya evalibadiii. finally i back from the jail (wkwk)
Asallamualaikum! ;)
i dunno how much i had to tell you but im a survivor (what does that have to do with anything ?) anyway, i think it's just been a while that we just finish the beginning of the year exam and now we also had finish the mid year exam. it's feels so fast and now it's almost of the year. I just dont know what to expect for this mid year exam result. I just did..... i dont know and i cant figure out how i study anymore. out of the exam week, i dunno how many time i cried. since it's the first time for form 4 to take more than one paper subjects like form 5. I was ready for some subjects and some was not. Pimples poking out everywhere on my forehead and they just never disappear. not enough sleep overcome me when i was answering the papers. I had to sacrifice so much living in hostel and still have to adjust.
i was not expecting to be active or giving contribution to this new school im in because i wanted to focus on studying since next year is the last year i will be going to school with the huge exam for the step of future. but.... it's no more. i had to replace a player from the volleyball team that will be going to a national competition two week away from now.... Can you at least imagine i had to be chosen because one of this senior who knew i really wanted to be in the team.... but not now when the exam are ongoing that drag me down for practice to get ready -.- It's getting into my stress matters. I didnt come down for the class prep to study after practice that begins at 5 till 7 pm. I was resting in the dorm for the rest of the night while studying.
I was grateful that i had a twin sister that took a lot of careful and love for me to take my food and prepare for me. She had to do a lot keeping me calm and cool. (thankyou liyana i love you so much) but i was sad because she didnt get to go with me to the place that's miles away from school at first but just today, she was called by the teacher and guess what? she get to be in the team too! Well, dont know what's wrong with the seniors backing off. Anyway, so we had one more week to practice which a hard time for me and my sister to at least improve.
I was actually excited and i hope it didnt get down to my result of not focusing on exam. I really wish that i did okay but Allah is much more of a Planner.
Seriously, for me, it's really hard to cope with feeling. i think i kinda like looking at one of the boys player -.- shish. Just dont take serious please. ugh gtg.
Asallamualaikum! ;)
i dunno how much i had to tell you but im a survivor (what does that have to do with anything ?) anyway, i think it's just been a while that we just finish the beginning of the year exam and now we also had finish the mid year exam. it's feels so fast and now it's almost of the year. I just dont know what to expect for this mid year exam result. I just did..... i dont know and i cant figure out how i study anymore. out of the exam week, i dunno how many time i cried. since it's the first time for form 4 to take more than one paper subjects like form 5. I was ready for some subjects and some was not. Pimples poking out everywhere on my forehead and they just never disappear. not enough sleep overcome me when i was answering the papers. I had to sacrifice so much living in hostel and still have to adjust.
i was not expecting to be active or giving contribution to this new school im in because i wanted to focus on studying since next year is the last year i will be going to school with the huge exam for the step of future. but.... it's no more. i had to replace a player from the volleyball team that will be going to a national competition two week away from now.... Can you at least imagine i had to be chosen because one of this senior who knew i really wanted to be in the team.... but not now when the exam are ongoing that drag me down for practice to get ready -.- It's getting into my stress matters. I didnt come down for the class prep to study after practice that begins at 5 till 7 pm. I was resting in the dorm for the rest of the night while studying.
I was grateful that i had a twin sister that took a lot of careful and love for me to take my food and prepare for me. She had to do a lot keeping me calm and cool. (thankyou liyana i love you so much) but i was sad because she didnt get to go with me to the place that's miles away from school at first but just today, she was called by the teacher and guess what? she get to be in the team too! Well, dont know what's wrong with the seniors backing off. Anyway, so we had one more week to practice which a hard time for me and my sister to at least improve.
I was actually excited and i hope it didnt get down to my result of not focusing on exam. I really wish that i did okay but Allah is much more of a Planner.
Seriously, for me, it's really hard to cope with feeling. i think i kinda like looking at one of the boys player -.- shish. Just dont take serious please. ugh gtg.
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