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Hello Assallamualaikum! It's already been 3 weeks I've been stuck in the jail full of form 5 in the school. Our junior will be around next week and yeah I don't want to feel. I just wanna say that i've been very busy lately because of volleyball practice that the MSSD competition will also be in next week ( when the junior come in ?) I'm been weary and my face looks like i dont get enough oxygen to be pumped. I've been coughing for three weeks and the medicine i took from clinic the other day i went was finish without healing me. It's really feels like dying when you cough nonstoppable while training or even sitting in class. It's ugh... disturbing.

This year had started with broken hearted issue and i hope it wont be leading this year because im hoping for a better circumstances so that i can study pretty well. For now i dont know what to target for. It's empty. I mean if i am for getting good scores in exam will be no good for the future and relating to be one of the mentor mentee candidates is not a simple thing to push away from the tip of my mind. Ya Allah I really wish you grant me some spirits and good memory. I really really really really really really really hope and wish that i can make my parents proud and stop making them sad because of the things i do and say :/

Last week, I even had to join the cross country competition. Luckily and Alhamdulillah i only got number 38 to arrive to the finish line out of i-dunno-know-how-many contestants. Being part of it just add on my stamina and i hope this week, our volleyball team can win :*

P.S. I have been pretty lately playing with the team. I hope it will turn out okay in the competition. The coach gonna kill me for every mistakes. Pray us luck. Yikes!