You take it and go ~

"are we friends?"
"yea"
...
"i forget you, and you forget me is dat wat you want?"
"no"
.....
"I forget all the stuff after the break.."
"there's not depression in me anymore"
"you see..you are not my crush anymore.."
*grin*
"what can we do to replace the time dat we didnt do as a friend?"
"it's hard"
"it's not hardd...we just have to like talk to each other, spend time...n"
..

"you know why i follow - - - - - right?"
"yea to make me jealous."
" it doesnt mean you have to follow my friend too."
..
" how did you know.."
"- - - - - - - told me."
...

"im not jealous."
"then why did you start following - - - - - - -?"
confuse face.
.......
"i want you to start talking to me"
"i always start the conversation"
"no"
...
"if you dont like me, why did you *eat/take my cookies?"
going in circle
"then why you evn talking to me"
...
"so.. u dont like me liking you?"
yea dat's right."
going in circle agn
"a..."
*hands curled*"we are friends right?"
"yea(?)"
*fist bump and leave"
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This is just some parts of a conversation cause i started to forget wat had happen n wat i had said. So wat do you think? stupid, mean, boring? sure, think watever you like. This is a conversation with a new friend i had. I wasnt suppose to cry but I had to since the person I just talk was confuse and my friend was asking if im okay. i can hardly explain wat we talked about. I really thought this is gonna be the last time I had to clear things out and start being normal and finally finish but the person who i talk to was still thinking the same thing. Yes I was brave enough to hav a long conversation with someone I had liked. I may say i talk more \\// I was being kind at first with a smile on my face trying not to stop n be mad but you expression, action, and what you reply had mess me up. 
Let me ask u something - why did you evn accept my cookies, take my gifts, reply to me, why did you evn expect dat i hav to talk to u, why did evn want to know what i talk about with someone i know, why did u evn look at me, why did you evn care if i eat ur cookies!!!!!!!??????? DOESNT DAT SHOW DAT EVN YOU LIKE ME! YOU FREAK! 
How should I show you dat I really dont like you anymore. I act totally normal whn someone tease me, I dont believe wat your mother had said to me, I dont care about u getting blushed whn my sister send my "hi" to you, I didnt believe dat u know my blog songs, I DID NOT BELIEVE IN ANY OF DAT!  I seriously understand dat you DONT LIKE ME ANYMORE OR YOU HATE ME! I DONT CARE. 

DONT WALK AWAY YET, IT'S NOT FINISH YET. 
YOUR WORDS DOESNT HURT ME DAT MUCH! WHY CANT YOU JUST OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND SAY SOMETHING. SOMETHING DAT YOU FEEL ABOUT...anything ! Is there a gold dat got stuck in your mouth? speak! speak or do u want someone to hold you on your neck! Why do you hav to leave like dat? Leaving questions unsolved? This is not math questions or test questions or exercises questions dat you can come back to it to solve! I talk to you, I gave you chocolates, I gave you cards, it means dat I WANTED YOU TO ANSWER IF WE ARE TRULLY FRIENDS NOT A CRUSH! If u are smart enough to talk about GIRLS why cant you have smart talk with them?!

Yes I am the one who start conversations now!? said no? u nvr evn attempt to talk to me coward? Yes I called you coward. freaking coward. u are just scared. scared of the old me who always get pissed off and with her mad scary face. is dat wat you really want!? No u dont no me anymore. I've changed. I've change because of you but I dont hav to thank you because it's not you, it's the pain i had from choosing a wrong person. You are not speaking the truth arent you? not all.

I had lost part of me trying to forget you who had leave without goodbye, n u weirdo, creeper still think I like you?! 

Let me ask you another question(s) What is the point of being friends if you dont like dat person? why? how can you be friend with the person you dislike? HUH? Stupid much? Lost much? or what u are trying to ask about loving you? see, i told you - u are confuse arent u? Why is it so hard for you to talk? If I had a crush on u i shouldnt be having dat much trouble to sit and talk about stuff i want to clear it out! but hey hey I cant be sad about the same thing forever. What's your target, to make me hav a bad time b4 enjoying my spring break? who the hell u think u are? o.O 

Is dat wat you want you? Making someone feel bad and confuse forever? Nice goal of life you got there bro. Hurt me? My best friend will come and break your face. fist bumps whn im still talking? Doesnt do anything but just trying to get away from talking. r u scared O>O Im just trying to clear my brain out about the stupid things you had done and u try to stop me? AS much as i know you have been weirder den b4. If you are menly enough to end this you shouldnt just let me talk n skip every questions i ask! YES I ask much! gotta big problem bro? try insult me. Well now get your mind thinking about this while I enjoy my spring break.Peace Out.