When Tension starts....( this should be posting already )
Ugh! Bring me to a wide field ! I want to scream as much as I want till I lost my voice . I just dont care anymore. PBS and Hw. The main thing . Going with life, friend and other thing. Stress ! OMG >< Too much to complete. Words cannot describe how badly I feel about myself. How I feel like to give up on almost everything.....
It doesnt work anymore. Anything I do goes wrong. Ya Allah ! Give me some strength . If you could count how many droplets fall to put the knowledge that I have got to come back :( Yes . The project, the things I learn, I start to forget ! Is it because of the food here !? I just dont know . I even start to forget some words in English . When they ask me I was like "um, um" and forever it'll never be answer =.=
It's fall into a deep cave where you cant evn see it anymore. Everything that I try to fit in it just drop back on the group . Is it that I forget that the greatness comes to Allah and that I stop praying ? No I will continue Praying because Allah never let anyone down :')
Yay yay! So I tried to be the school athletic for marathon and got full , I tried to attend the camp out for PBSM that also get full (Pftt . Chinese got their geng in -.-) I get start to get jealous so suddenly for something that is misunderstood (haha!) and finally got scolded for the English Debate (bam !) and people ask me to do their work and I get the money . I mean who the hell do you think I am . I am not a holding a business.
What the heck is happening ?
It doesnt work anymore. Anything I do goes wrong. Ya Allah ! Give me some strength . If you could count how many droplets fall to put the knowledge that I have got to come back :( Yes . The project, the things I learn, I start to forget ! Is it because of the food here !? I just dont know . I even start to forget some words in English . When they ask me I was like "um, um" and forever it'll never be answer =.=
It's fall into a deep cave where you cant evn see it anymore. Everything that I try to fit in it just drop back on the group . Is it that I forget that the greatness comes to Allah and that I stop praying ? No I will continue Praying because Allah never let anyone down :')
Yay yay! So I tried to be the school athletic for marathon and got full , I tried to attend the camp out for PBSM that also get full (Pftt . Chinese got their geng in -.-) I get start to get jealous so suddenly for something that is misunderstood (haha!) and finally got scolded for the English Debate (bam !) and people ask me to do their work and I get the money . I mean who the hell do you think I am . I am not a holding a business.
What the heck is happening ?
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