T to the I to the R to the E to the D !

Maybe freaks should learn to get away from people's way.

Sh!t why does living in Malaysia have to be so tough ? I am almost half dying trying to fit in but it comes back like a karma drop me back on the ground. People are testing over my limit . Ya Allah . My feelings are being played . Keep me strong .____. I dont have anybody on side anymore . I want to go back to KSA ! Where evn though I walk alone on the hallway but at least I could smell happiness. I could go back to my dearest BOBs' Friends, Peacians and Secret Agents anything you can call that is to kiddish .

Lonely can sometimes make you feel like you are gonna diee 

It looks like about a year I havent been with someone or anymore that I really really love after I regret letting someone go who just cared about me but i give my baddest side and now who's crying crawling back . Thanks. It's me . Tbh , I know some people trying show me that they like me but I talk to them and I try pushing them away heartlessly but look .....

Being too caring is really a fxxcking one problem. 

People are really taking advantages on that one thing that have. Trust people easily and damn you can feel that your trust is being ripe like thin paper . Ugh . I really need to go like actually right now on a wide field and shout ! (P.S. even though I had the hall to shout for my acting part , it isnt enough ! D:)