I'm nothing.

It's like this blog only that I act it is like you.
wooooo what have taken my mind ? Him ? Which him ? Nazi ? Still remember that :3
He's nickname: bro, ajushi . Heyya I miss all this things. Am going back to my past :(

I just wanna say I can't lie to myself that I really love him. back. wow.
Can't you see me here?
Am I invisible?...
You already get my attention already again, why cant you see that Im nothing like others? hmmm.
Im chasing you this time... but you didnt see me. Can I give up already?
This story is almost a year even there's a long post without anything going on and now he's the one that came back to me. He did. And when I'm about to accept it, this people around me just said to me things and futures together him acting like he really need me. What's all this ? *cry* Right now , pt3 is still going I dont really want this stuff taking my mind away from studies . ughh *bang my head on the wall* (not really)

Anyway, but it did. I really want to cry my heart out and then realize something that can make me happy. But why on the month on Ramadhan ? yes, I'm counting from the day I get together with him . Ugh It's just replaying inside my head like a video tape. Please, feel what I feel. or you really wanna see me to fall on my knees? Then ? when I came back.... it was already tooo late. He's going in circle back to his own past too. It's like I chase him , while he chase someone else . Wow ~ Girls came to him like bam bam ~
Go ahead. Curse you. I was just dreaming for the whole time. Ya Allah Please wake me up and put me back on where I should be....