3rd School Break
Haiii ! Asallamualaikum
Sorry, I've realize that my blog's posts become shorter and then shorter shorttttteerrrrr. I just dont know what to tell you. It's from heart to heart but it still sad in and out of me. I try updating you guys with my life but it's just tooo overflowing with sorrowful of a girl now then that hyper girl you know if you are stalker. Tada !
First of all i wanna tell you about school. Yes school is boring. But i've come to hopeful wish to repay my parents good deeds and not more being knowledgeable person and a good servant to Allah insyaAllah. Now, I come to school to really being prepared for the "Real PT3" that will soon frighten every 9th graders. Alhamdulillah I just so grateful that the one i target A is being fulfilled for this trial and one of the subject were Malay ~~~~~~ I got A ! Alhamdulillah . ((sorry im not showing off but im feeling to grateful))
Consequently, Im suffering. Suffering from studying so hard (astagfirullah), not being productive at home, being so close with boys, him, overthinking and eating too much D: Ohh yes eating too much. A good explanation for this is because im on my recovery sooo my body need more energy. I felt weird too but i hope it will stop soon because some of my friends think it's weird too and my dad said im fat -.- heee. Studying so hard - yet it's just trial and now i should be reviewing so that the things I learn is not being blow away easily by.... errr the foods i ate and the things i did ( laughing so hard ) that makes me stupid again. phewww ~ keep calm. haha there you goo but i should take a break sometimes you know~
HIM. I was there for you in your darkest time but you dont need me. So what am i? a pretty doll that you keep in your cupboard and only takes it out when you are bored ? Wuv I guess this is opposite now. Long ago he was deeply in love with me that you can only realize like when you let it go. See his caring side - he always there when i need him, always talk to me but never shared anything. But back then I felt not being appreciated and thats why I left. Now, getting back doesn't seems right after he got someone to love before it's me again. It's just like a karma getting back to me when he just want to make his ex jealous. a revenge. What did I ever done to you? Why is it sooo hard for you to appreciate things now? I loved you again but now you dont even need me but your friends. Walalala Idk anymore that people understand "this" but yea Move on is what they can only say. "you gotta be heartless and a little bit more ego" am I too kind for you that you take advantage on me?
I'm a girl. I should be helping my mom more. huh looking at myself = no one really deserve because im such a lazy girlllll lahh . I only do things when Im ask to do because it have been a long time i didnt do all the house chores because there aint got duty rooster to keep me up heee. daa~
Sorry, I've realize that my blog's posts become shorter and then shorter shorttttteerrrrr. I just dont know what to tell you. It's from heart to heart but it still sad in and out of me. I try updating you guys with my life but it's just tooo overflowing with sorrowful of a girl now then that hyper girl you know if you are stalker. Tada !
First of all i wanna tell you about school. Yes school is boring. But i've come to hopeful wish to repay my parents good deeds and not more being knowledgeable person and a good servant to Allah insyaAllah. Now, I come to school to really being prepared for the "Real PT3" that will soon frighten every 9th graders. Alhamdulillah I just so grateful that the one i target A is being fulfilled for this trial and one of the subject were Malay ~~~~~~ I got A ! Alhamdulillah . ((sorry im not showing off but im feeling to grateful))
Consequently, Im suffering. Suffering from studying so hard (astagfirullah), not being productive at home, being so close with boys, him, overthinking and eating too much D: Ohh yes eating too much. A good explanation for this is because im on my recovery sooo my body need more energy. I felt weird too but i hope it will stop soon because some of my friends think it's weird too and my dad said im fat -.- heee. Studying so hard - yet it's just trial and now i should be reviewing so that the things I learn is not being blow away easily by.... errr the foods i ate and the things i did ( laughing so hard ) that makes me stupid again. phewww ~ keep calm. haha there you goo but i should take a break sometimes you know~
HIM. I was there for you in your darkest time but you dont need me. So what am i? a pretty doll that you keep in your cupboard and only takes it out when you are bored ? Wuv I guess this is opposite now. Long ago he was deeply in love with me that you can only realize like when you let it go. See his caring side - he always there when i need him, always talk to me but never shared anything. But back then I felt not being appreciated and thats why I left. Now, getting back doesn't seems right after he got someone to love before it's me again. It's just like a karma getting back to me when he just want to make his ex jealous. a revenge. What did I ever done to you? Why is it sooo hard for you to appreciate things now? I loved you again but now you dont even need me but your friends. Walalala Idk anymore that people understand "this" but yea Move on is what they can only say. "you gotta be heartless and a little bit more ego" am I too kind for you that you take advantage on me?
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