Tension + stress isnt the same ?
bring me to the wide field again or give me a punching bag for my birthday gift.
i cant hold anymore being use. i feel bad for skipping the opportunity to eat "goreng pisang" with my dad because of this heartache. alhamdulillah :')
when can i be happy again? yes i was happy with my 4A and 2B result for the trial but who am i going to share other than my parent? well i did. is he not gonna write my blog again and realize how brutal he's being to me? how can you without replying me? i tried to move on with someone who is really waiting for me for this long but i just cant...... Stop asking me what's wrong with me because he's just a miracle worker than put my hopes up and down everytime. EVERYTIME.
im not invincible. you can put me down easily :'( i seriously need a hug. the heartache when he just glance at me while i walk next to him and just went away. Where is my extraordinary dina? where i always go to the person and TALK ! he's making he's friend too too tooo double triple important than me now. yes. i felt like being use to move on from exss. Wow "you are pouring salt on my cuts" lah siaaaaa. if you felt pity for me well i felt more pity for you because you aint get any real life.
idk if this will help me release abit of what i felt here * tap my chest* the loading bar is still 0% to delete all the old memories which makes me more miss him for no reason #x
i cant hold anymore being use. i feel bad for skipping the opportunity to eat "goreng pisang" with my dad because of this heartache. alhamdulillah :')
when can i be happy again? yes i was happy with my 4A and 2B result for the trial but who am i going to share other than my parent? well i did. is he not gonna write my blog again and realize how brutal he's being to me? how can you without replying me? i tried to move on with someone who is really waiting for me for this long but i just cant...... Stop asking me what's wrong with me because he's just a miracle worker than put my hopes up and down everytime. EVERYTIME.
im not invincible. you can put me down easily :'( i seriously need a hug. the heartache when he just glance at me while i walk next to him and just went away. Where is my extraordinary dina? where i always go to the person and TALK ! he's making he's friend too too tooo double triple important than me now. yes. i felt like being use to move on from exss. Wow "you are pouring salt on my cuts" lah siaaaaa. if you felt pity for me well i felt more pity for you because you aint get any real life.
idk if this will help me release abit of what i felt here * tap my chest* the loading bar is still 0% to delete all the old memories which makes me more miss him for no reason #x
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