Homed

ALHAMDULILLAH ! IM HOME XD

Asallamualaikum :)

After 1 month, struggle after struggle, camp, track & field competition at SMTIJB hostel, monthly exam, I am finally HOME.

           I just don't know where i should start telling you this dear blog. Let's talk about from the start of February. Since i was one of the committee in as the bureau of education in the hostel, i had to go for the Leadership camp that was held by the school counselor and discipline teachers. To be honest, i wanted to pull away from being one of the leader in the hostel because it's not that i'm praying for the hostel to collapse but it is already collapsing. Even when I look at the girl's captain of this year, i'm like where is your leadership when the former captain chooses you?

          Anyway, we were divided in groups and as always i never feel relieve xD My group, well my group leader is boring and that make the rest not well huhu. Seriously. The two tasks that we had to be prepared we had to do in the group is cook and act. The cooking comes with fried rice, sandwich, dessert and beverage while the acting, it have to characterized with a moral value. I was quite impressed with my group cooking but not the acting. Overall, it was so much fun cooking than acting even though i know how to act but it doesn't mean the others do.

          To be honest, most of the time i felt left out since my twin sister was not with me and  i just don't have anybody i was close to even though most of my roommates went too. We were given dorm to sleep in and the arrangement of the bunk beds were close to every corner of the room and some in the middle of the room. The bathroom felt like you just went to live with native. ya get meh? hahaha some of us went the days without bathing but please excuse me i did take a shower. two times out of the 3 days and two nights :3 Welcome to a camp!

        I didn't realize that i was sleeping alone on top of the bunk bed. I was called weird by one of the prefect after I gave them a pack of Chipmores biscuits. Where do i get myself wrong? There was someone next to me and she suddenly went to sleep with someone else :(

       Sadly, we didn't do anything that look like we did went for a camp because the day was gloomy and raining. We had to do indoor games. I was quite upset too but Alhamdulillah may the knowledge we got everlasting and spreaded.

Btw the location of the camp is at Kem Kota Minda, Kota Tinggi :)

This the last group standing ^^

With one week left to fight for the monthly exam this week, I was again pull to be the athlete of the school. I had to go for track & field MSSD competition that which we were lack of practice for. I was in 4 by 100 metre and regardless had to take 4 by 400 metre in final. Of course we didn't get any medal for that -.- But the experiences are worthful :)

The girlzz

So hey, I just don't have any target for my monthly test this year. I think my grade will be going down for a while. I am a little ...wait not a little but overstress. I  just don't know what to expect anymore for everything with boys talking about my past and me trying to ignore everything, put me in a lot of daydreaming and staring at space a lot. Ya Allah, please do pray for me~