driving license
Asallamualaikum!
hey fella :3
life updates? heelllllllloooooooo frommmmmm malacca!!!!!!!! yeay! a historical place huh?
well, ey im at my new house which was build about one year ago and it's still empty especially the living room and i dont know what else to decorate my room. hewhew so what im doing here? without my parents?! only with my twin sister?
my mom decided for me to take a driving license.
i have been left hanging three months without doing anything while waiting for my SPM result to be out just because first, the book of rule for the motorcycle is not yet published until the new year while i signed up on november and because my L license got i dunno, rejected by the upper stage. rightttttttt about the trip i had before- that just when my dad came back for a vacation and now? i told us that his vacation will not be the same as before. stuck at home and almost dying without doing something benefits myself. i came back here to Malacca with my sister riding a bus and just as we arrived at the bus station, the driving teacher give a text that we are having a class about 1 more hour. shittttttt can't you tell us earlier? what do you expect? what if we were still on the road? but i didn't cancel the class since we really wanted the driving class. this time, it's just motorcycle. i was starving and i went to the class. you could imagine how i would be riding the motorcycle. moreover, i brought a helmet all the way from Johor in my backpack just to take the driving lesson and unfortunately, the motorcycle teacher (different teacher) told me that it was not suited to be used to ride the motorcycle since it doesn't have a window kinda thing at the front.
that was not the only thing that make me conclude it was an awful day i had. shortly thereafter, i took the wrong color jacket. i mean why not? they didn't mention anything about the color yellow or the orange? so i just grabbed the orange one and suddenly my driving teacher down from the stairs called to me that i should wear the yellow not orange. anyways, there was only one of this dude who were actually laughing. i mean, i'm use to that but happening consequently is not what i expected. so......... i just went to the garage feeling so nervous. The practice went okay. The motorcycle teacher noticed that i didnt really have a hold of the motorcycle to myself because i kept on dropping my legs and touching the road while i'm suppose to stay on the motorcycle, stabilizing. so, for two hours i went zigzagging on the white line on the middle of the road. it was a little bit funny but you are learning.... so who cares?
two days after that, i got to try on driving the car (finally?) after one of my uncle asked or pledged the driving teacher about my sister and i not getting to finish our license before the SPM result is out, i think it was decided? Ugh. is this a kifarat of what's happening because of all the things i've been doing to people? :( because i kept praying for me to avoid this things because i dislike hurting and hating everybody but.... there's always a hikmah. #positive
The first try, my teacher already brought me on the road with a lot of cars and lorries together with the hills. i was being tested with the speed limit and also the steering. as i remember that what i was told. anyways, at least i didnt drive anyone mad. but unfortunately, the second try, we were brought to the circuit, it shook the nuts out of its shell. the first obstacle was driving on the hill, then parking, 3 sides parking, Z course, S course. oh im driving my head to remember all the teacher said. well, what do you expect from a girl who never drive? you dont have to be soooo mad while you saw it by yourself and should have talked slowly. im trying to chill here...........i was like turning the steering to rough? sorry im not that feminine as you think. moreover, there was like three pedals that should be control by the leg. this one, im crazy about it because i was shockingly press them vaguely and sometimes and the engine is dead. the engine is dead........countlessly......... the thing is the teacher said we were wasting time because we are not doing what was asking us to do. Us -> my sister and I. that afternoon, our teacher sent us home just as usual. when we were about to arrive, he apologized for his languages during the lesson. i was like.... i dont mind (maybe?) because that's the way that make us learn? right?
so here, im stuck at home. cooking my own food. waking up on my own. clean the house. eat. sleep. go to the class if the teacher say so. repeat. right now, a lot of breaks. not really learning much the way i was expected. the last class i remember was on wednesday and i guess the teacher is taking his break since he was having a fever OR he might not want to pick us up to go to the lesson anymore. maybe? because my father warned him again?! now, i'm feeling embarrassed. I didn't tell-a-tale. That's the thing. because my mom was giving the screenshot of my dad's conversation with my driving teacher and telling us not to tell anything anymore. basically shut our mouth. i mean he needed it. what's the point of "lining up" your students when you dont even have a time to teach them. the teacher even told my dad to put me in the other driving school if he was moving so slow like going back to Johor? i dont think my mom letting me to go back since she was busy with her class and little brother who's already in boarding school but still need my mom to look over him. she thinks that it's cheap to take it here while i felt like im still draining a lot of money.
then who are we to be taken care of? she felt that we are independent as heyya but i dunno what's the point of thinking that we can deal with our teacher and taking the class as fast as we can. WOW! like seriously i'm impress. staying at home, won't let me to go to work either. last 4 months, i was like almost begging to go the summer camp that my brother went to when he finished school. he suggested that the camp gives you a little warm up for the outside world. it's not that i dont want but.... putting a chuck of money to make me do my driving license but making it late for me to do something or anything good? isn't the part of the plan. whatever it is, it's His plan and i'm tried of crying to make the best jigsaw puzzle to fit the block. remind me that if i face my teacher this afternoon, i really have to apologize for my wrongdoings even though i didnt know if it was really my fault. 
hey fella :3
life updates? heelllllllloooooooo frommmmmm malacca!!!!!!!! yeay! a historical place huh?
well, ey im at my new house which was build about one year ago and it's still empty especially the living room and i dont know what else to decorate my room. hewhew so what im doing here? without my parents?! only with my twin sister?
my mom decided for me to take a driving license.
i have been left hanging three months without doing anything while waiting for my SPM result to be out just because first, the book of rule for the motorcycle is not yet published until the new year while i signed up on november and because my L license got i dunno, rejected by the upper stage. rightttttttt about the trip i had before- that just when my dad came back for a vacation and now? i told us that his vacation will not be the same as before. stuck at home and almost dying without doing something benefits myself. i came back here to Malacca with my sister riding a bus and just as we arrived at the bus station, the driving teacher give a text that we are having a class about 1 more hour. shittttttt can't you tell us earlier? what do you expect? what if we were still on the road? but i didn't cancel the class since we really wanted the driving class. this time, it's just motorcycle. i was starving and i went to the class. you could imagine how i would be riding the motorcycle. moreover, i brought a helmet all the way from Johor in my backpack just to take the driving lesson and unfortunately, the motorcycle teacher (different teacher) told me that it was not suited to be used to ride the motorcycle since it doesn't have a window kinda thing at the front.
that was not the only thing that make me conclude it was an awful day i had. shortly thereafter, i took the wrong color jacket. i mean why not? they didn't mention anything about the color yellow or the orange? so i just grabbed the orange one and suddenly my driving teacher down from the stairs called to me that i should wear the yellow not orange. anyways, there was only one of this dude who were actually laughing. i mean, i'm use to that but happening consequently is not what i expected. so......... i just went to the garage feeling so nervous. The practice went okay. The motorcycle teacher noticed that i didnt really have a hold of the motorcycle to myself because i kept on dropping my legs and touching the road while i'm suppose to stay on the motorcycle, stabilizing. so, for two hours i went zigzagging on the white line on the middle of the road. it was a little bit funny but you are learning.... so who cares?
The first try, my teacher already brought me on the road with a lot of cars and lorries together with the hills. i was being tested with the speed limit and also the steering. as i remember that what i was told. anyways, at least i didnt drive anyone mad. but unfortunately, the second try, we were brought to the circuit, it shook the nuts out of its shell. the first obstacle was driving on the hill, then parking, 3 sides parking, Z course, S course. oh im driving my head to remember all the teacher said. well, what do you expect from a girl who never drive? you dont have to be soooo mad while you saw it by yourself and should have talked slowly. im trying to chill here...........i was like turning the steering to rough? sorry im not that feminine as you think. moreover, there was like three pedals that should be control by the leg. this one, im crazy about it because i was shockingly press them vaguely and sometimes and the engine is dead. the engine is dead........countlessly......... the thing is the teacher said we were wasting time because we are not doing what was asking us to do. Us -> my sister and I. that afternoon, our teacher sent us home just as usual. when we were about to arrive, he apologized for his languages during the lesson. i was like.... i dont mind (maybe?) because that's the way that make us learn? right?
so here, im stuck at home. cooking my own food. waking up on my own. clean the house. eat. sleep. go to the class if the teacher say so. repeat. right now, a lot of breaks. not really learning much the way i was expected. the last class i remember was on wednesday and i guess the teacher is taking his break since he was having a fever OR he might not want to pick us up to go to the lesson anymore. maybe? because my father warned him again?! now, i'm feeling embarrassed. I didn't tell-a-tale. That's the thing. because my mom was giving the screenshot of my dad's conversation with my driving teacher and telling us not to tell anything anymore. basically shut our mouth. i mean he needed it. what's the point of "lining up" your students when you dont even have a time to teach them. the teacher even told my dad to put me in the other driving school if he was moving so slow like going back to Johor? i dont think my mom letting me to go back since she was busy with her class and little brother who's already in boarding school but still need my mom to look over him. she thinks that it's cheap to take it here while i felt like im still draining a lot of money.
then who are we to be taken care of? she felt that we are independent as heyya but i dunno what's the point of thinking that we can deal with our teacher and taking the class as fast as we can. WOW! like seriously i'm impress. staying at home, won't let me to go to work either. last 4 months, i was like almost begging to go the summer camp that my brother went to when he finished school. he suggested that the camp gives you a little warm up for the outside world. it's not that i dont want but.... putting a chuck of money to make me do my driving license but making it late for me to do something or anything good? isn't the part of the plan. whatever it is, it's His plan and i'm tried of crying to make the best jigsaw puzzle to fit the block. remind me that if i face my teacher this afternoon, i really have to apologize for my wrongdoings even though i didnt know if it was really my fault.
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