Could have been Better !

here is the only place i could pour down about the unhealthiness i am.

hi.
today my nose bleed when i was eating. it continues to bleed even when i thought it had stop. can i just go to clinic and there you go, "your medicine". all my medicine had finished and if i do have some , i think it had expired a long time already. im just with my nose spray all alone to keep me away from flu. i couldnt even remember the last time i went. oh the last time i went was when i was one of the suspected tibi. i dunno what the specific name for it but yeah the injection to prove it really took a long time to heal. i know that i have a low antibody. and i know i think im just bragging about it here. well, even if i tried to tell someone, the only one who cared would be my dad. i have no idea why it bled.

apart from that, i have been having a sore throat for three days now. hard to swallow D: i had to pull my skin's neck even though i know it didnt even help that much. all the food i ate, not a single of them i really taste. moreover, yesterday - my mom go around Malacca to eat all the traditional food but hey, i couldnt even taste the sugar and indescribably delicious food because my nose is blocked and i have no idea how i breathe. but Alhamdulillah im still alive and these are ways to destroy my sins :')

putu piring and ikan masak asam pedas and more... you should try if you come to Malacca. even i, myself who will be living here have not done exploring ;)

p.s. just to tell you there is this eerie kind on feeling in my brain. felt like something sucking my brain. i guess its the sinus. ouch 😪😨😦💢((help)) and now my ears hurt too. didnt something got in and screeching on it. ugh

and i wasnt able to put it a lot pics i dunno why sorry peeps.