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Alhamdulillah  back from the hectic life and was given a week in addition from the hectic life. First of all, I really failed from my 30 days challenge and im not thinking of continuing the challenge unless once in the blue moon i will felt to continue so i hope you still on tune ;)

First of all, i think it have been a month and half? or two month? from not blogging. hahaha there was so much going and only Allah knows  all along :))

So to updated. there is about 2 weeks and half (?) which to be accurate on the 12 or 13 of October will be my result day and to be honest i dont know how am i supposed to feel. Even after sitting for my exam, I dont know if i could pass because some of the questions i didnt manage to answer :( andddd yes those question were quite okkay to answer. Overall, Im just crossing my fingers and 'if i passed, it's a miracle' said a friend which is true. 

Since it was because of the covid, we didnt manage to get back to our college and went to the available centre nearby (which we could have if the mngt has blast about it earlier -.-) so, i was place at my hometown, which was okay (?) at least that i dont have to go shah alam and i dont have to think were to stay and yadda yadda yadda.

After the whole week of examination, the covid was almost settling and so i manage to go to a program at KL which more to something for soul and stayed for a week and pretty 'celebrating' my birthday around my juniors. I was actually having another exam for you can called Islamic class and then spent the rest of the week to meet my juniors at my college. 

Turns out my juniors were left in the college without any guidance especially some facilitators and all the seniors they need to refer to. we got a chance to at least something with them especially playing sports with them and chatting with them offering them something to balance their studies and life. 

Post Result 

         So today is the result day for September 2020 sitting. Above all, Alhamdulillah. I managed to pass only one paper and had to repeat another paper. well, i am brave enough to blog this because it's my blog and other social media seems to flexing about graduating in 21 but yea....at least i still can have the dreams to at least graduate properly later and some turning point to a better success. Actually... i didnt wnat to tell my current condition to anyone but everyone was asking me and i felt so anxious and badly awaited because my result was out 5 hours late than normally which adds more nervousness and later to know you have both good and bad news. Wallahi i automatic cried because i wasnt expecting the paper that i expected to pass failed but... yeahhh He knows better ;) 

 

      Tbh, i have been praying that i would redha and tawakkal when time like this came but not to blame my environment i was being asked those questions that really made me a lil more down that i turn out not to reply anymore of the question "if everything alright" question. one of my friend also just talk about the classes they were suppose to have indicating they passed which made me more "i dunno what to feel" feeling. So yeah, hopefully you readers can pray for my success for my repeat paper this dec and yup hopefully i can finish my ACCA according to my scholarship contract :') 

Assalamualaikum xoxo