Moving on.
Sometimes I just started to accept the fact that I dont need a man because of how being independent was supposed to shape me from all this while. That was it. I have been thought to not make people unease my existence. i felt that they cant even help me because or not I will become too depending on human. Deep down I will be clinging to them that actually our life is only on His hand and nothing else is greater. I was taunted to be sooo negative. Even from my past relationship, I was overthinking that I thought they assume me to be insufficient and unable to be depend on (here is to this sensitive bitch and low self-esteem girl) Right now I have been thinking that I was not even competent as a worker, as a friend and oso as child. I felt very in rage and disparity. I dunno if I ever be able to let go what have been happening. After a series of failure "relationship" that I try out this year and all the friends I had from the previous "circle, I guess I felt very real but...
