Why?
Why?
Why? Why do they have to lie just because they don't want heart to be broke?
But WHY?
Isn't honesty is the best if you love someone?
But WHY? WHY use the word LOVE?
Dont you know LOVE is STRONG word to use?
Then why?
Yes, I know I will end up getting hurt but lucky i didnt not like that person like well deeply until I fall in love or something. At first it was admired (as my fren said) n now it's called liked but not loved. I dont n I dont want to hear dat word anymore. But Niall had used it.
But I don't understand
I told Niall about *liking* not *loving*
But WHY?
Why is it dat this afternoon i just heard something like * I like you just as a friend *I know dat's wat I want and it's easier to move on but WHY! Why do you use such a harsh and mean words to me!? Why do you hav to say something like "Is dat enough?" I might not be sad but I taught after that so called hang out talk but I were like writing "I hate Niall" on my lined paper until the end of the page during English Writer's Workshop.. I mean hey, WHY! (im sorry if you get so irritated with the word "why" but you may leave without "harsh and mean" words for me because I had enough) It's like "Death Note" or something dat I keep writing the person's name to hope the person to die or something [not real @_@] (LOL) n I keep asking this stupid question : Are you crazy?
But tbh, I am not. Yes i am not. But if you are like friend's EX (LOL) saying "She's crazy" right on my face, well, do you think you are not? And the whole sweet feeling after you get the reply of something that happen before lunch it's all drift away like mist. I mean im sorry sir i think you dont get what i was saying. Do you understand the word you just use which is love?
I dont mind if you are nervous but why nervous with serious face? :) I suprised dat one of close friend (Ab :P) It's like i got hurt but I still put a smile on my face and laugh too. :P Geehee~ Yea I mean girls! we hav to be strong ! becaus one day u'll get to punch someone's face (lol) What we (girls) feel right now is dat they (boys) are all thinking they are in a game! I mean yea my girl said something like GAME ON, MAN! You really think we are the most gud toy to play huh?
I mean :
I dont hate boy but I hate what they do. :)) Salam.
Why? Why do they have to lie just because they don't want heart to be broke?
But WHY?
Isn't honesty is the best if you love someone?
But WHY? WHY use the word LOVE?
Dont you know LOVE is STRONG word to use?
Then why?
Yes, I know I will end up getting hurt but lucky i didnt not like that person like well deeply until I fall in love or something. At first it was admired (as my fren said) n now it's called liked but not loved. I dont n I dont want to hear dat word anymore. But Niall had used it.
But I don't understand
I told Niall about *liking* not *loving*
But WHY?
Why is it dat this afternoon i just heard something like * I like you just as a friend *I know dat's wat I want and it's easier to move on but WHY! Why do you use such a harsh and mean words to me!? Why do you hav to say something like "Is dat enough?" I might not be sad but I taught after that so called hang out talk but I were like writing "I hate Niall" on my lined paper until the end of the page during English Writer's Workshop.. I mean hey, WHY! (im sorry if you get so irritated with the word "why" but you may leave without "harsh and mean" words for me because I had enough) It's like "Death Note" or something dat I keep writing the person's name to hope the person to die or something [not real @_@] (LOL) n I keep asking this stupid question : Are you crazy?
But tbh, I am not. Yes i am not. But if you are like friend's EX (LOL) saying "She's crazy" right on my face, well, do you think you are not? And the whole sweet feeling after you get the reply of something that happen before lunch it's all drift away like mist. I mean im sorry sir i think you dont get what i was saying. Do you understand the word you just use which is love?
I dont mind if you are nervous but why nervous with serious face? :) I suprised dat one of close friend (Ab :P) It's like i got hurt but I still put a smile on my face and laugh too. :P Geehee~ Yea I mean girls! we hav to be strong ! becaus one day u'll get to punch someone's face (lol) What we (girls) feel right now is dat they (boys) are all thinking they are in a game! I mean yea my girl said something like GAME ON, MAN! You really think we are the most gud toy to play huh?
I mean :
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| If I had a bear I would tell it to eat the boys who toys girls (LOL-cheering up with ma own joke :P) |
But I wonder if Niall is doing it too but his looks was honesty and his smile was friendly but he just speaks rudely. But why do I hav to hit him? (-_-) Well, let me tell you agn.. I want to get rid of dat freaking stupid alien dude - n for some "guys" who do not understand dat I dont like dat freaking stupid alien guy.. well just get lost you know nothing except that alien's point of view. (ish,ish,ish) I just want Niall, yeah to be my friend, bcauz Im a loner, evn though I hav friends I still feel like left out.
I hate ppl. who use word love. but dont mean it. n dont show it. but i guess i did. I was all online in gmail. desperately thinking i am needed. but I dont care about it. I dont give a DAMN about it know. I can like but cant love not more. Not this time. Not yet.
Im too brave to collapse and cry. Im too strong and daring to fall on boys for no reason. but I do hav reasons to like Niall.
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