Hopeless.

Yidyadyadya! Hello agn! n Assalamualakum (jawab!*answer :D) 
You see.. i think it is hopeless but it really help me move on ..n i dont mean dat im using him or something but ugh...but it's like taking FOREVER to get Speedy Gonzales REAL phone number, i mean can you stop using dat dat dat scary face when you agree becauz it made me pissed off everytime.. I mean from far.. whn u look at me i feells like it's going to be okay to talk to you cauz who got a smile but later it just change from those glittering (lol) smile. Umm..i'd send 2 messages..he'd send 2 messages..but guess wat.. both of them are old numbers...--" He was never alone >< I will never can hang out with someone :'S Some said his friend cant leave him alone but that weakling (lol) would go away from his side >.< He couldnt evn try to go anywhere alone -_- While Im there walking slowly not enjoying my steps ..I could notice from the back , the eyes, but never come for help. My heart is screaming for someone.. I guess I shouldnt get myself into this b4 i go..n never come back. :/