Life Back Then

           I was so young when my family first move to Saudi Arabia from Malaysia after my year 3. I didn't know what real friendship was and how sad we are suppose to be when we leave our relatives behind. About 5 years, I've spend my innocence life in Saudi Arabia, I've had some 'real' friends that accompany me, new family too. The days passes including this blog that goes as my diary. I was a happy girl. Not knowing what pain really is or stress nor depress so much. I was so excited when I make some posts in this blog after finding to be a blogger was fun. I didn't care about what I say in here because it's my rule and in the other hand I also inspired many of my friends to start too. I have many friend that support me too.
             Sometimes , I really hate that girl had to wear abaya to go out of the house or to be covered in all black to not get the attention of guys. Moreover, it was so fun to go to school not wearing uniform even though i never really wear so feminine and just be the yanked way i am. I use to walk alone on the whole way in grade 7 (which will be form 1 in Malaysia) I really hate boys even though I got crush on them or really getting along with them because all they talk about are..... you know.....hahah. I don't like to play at their playground because it's on sand area that makes you go with shiny small rock in your shoes. 
            I didn't care about haters. I didn't know some people do not sincerely want to be friend with me. I didn't know. I love being around girls only because they at least make me happy. I was AT LEAST happy because I'm not really a loner. I really like my fardu ain classes at the end of every other week but I don't like my alQuran classes because of the teacher (pfft)

                                                 I WAS SO HAPPY BACK THEN. Until it came to a stop where the happiness just come to sadness. But it will come toward happiness isn't it?