expected the unexpected

omg last paper sndyrome!!
accountant in business. can i beat it this time? there is 12 chap to go and i am praying that Allah gives me the fully understanding in what i am reading.
there too much to tell in drastic time but yeah 2/3 yeah. im doing my best :)

i kind of mad on myself for not being confidence with all my answers since, look, its objective questions. and the more time i have, multiple of time i will be checking my answers and walllaaaa the answers as always have been correct but i wassss confused and haih. too bad

the second paper which was management in accounting was not passing my target. idk ya Allah may you grant me some gratefulness? 82% is okay? ALHAMDULILLAH.

so regarding the title. yes. what is the unexpected? well. gradually, it's my phone. i have been using a brand which i was being "promoted" by my bro about its features and also it was said to be created from France ((wuuuu)) has finally comes to END sooo freaking suddenly.

the story goes like this. it was after i posted my latest post that tuesday afternoon. i rode the bus with only 4 other students (wow so little? cause we are in examination weeks so not everyone are placed in the same date as others) and yeah walking back to our hostel, which is 15-10 minutes away, off you go then into the lift, and preparing for Asr. since i just finished my exam i didnt really  preassure myself for the next one, so i went to gym to release my stress for a moment. before i went to the gym, i continued charging my phone after using the powerbank since the powerbank had finished what it restored.
*30 min* when i went to check my phone, it wasnt charging!? i thought i forgot to on the plug but literally it was the phone. i panicked. and yes i wasnt thinking thoroughly. i didnt even do everything that i need before its freaking DEAD. can you see how slow i am becoming? MashaAllah forgive me.

All my contact was not even transferred to anywhere and my photos including all the videos, the important chats!!! i let it die slowly.

my mom told me already to just buy a new phone and just let the phone be it because even though it can repair, i will end up buying a new later. BUT I SHOULD HAVE BACKUP EVERYTHING ugh pity me wont properly THINK CRITICALLY. 

i was stubborn. i went to repair the phone "without" buying a new one. i went to repair just some kilometers away from my college. luckily my roommate agreed to go with me to repair but you see i have wasted her time for 3 hours or so because she only followed me and it was my choice to wait. i was thinking straight when i can buy a new one. the shopper said it will be done for another an hour so that why i decided to stay. i was so sloww ( what we call lembab ) and went i come back it wasnt even finish yet and it told us to go home. you know me, i couldnt stop thinking about it and it will become such a bother for me that i didnt even start studying. this is what i face until the end of my final. 

goodbye precious phone

i called the mobile centre once again using my friends phone and it told me the motherboard was not working anymore. I know this since last time i went to another repair centre with my mom. i know all this things but i was not taking action with it when i can and when i have enough money for it. i know but im too afraid of the circumstances that i dont want to use it for the right thing. i had a wrong perception and i always put a blame on myself. for everything for why it becoming like this and i could afford it. for me, i really love my phone even though it doesnt function properly. at least it helped me through out. life without it now i cant imagine how. 

that afternoon i manage to call one of my relative and went to buy a new phone. and yeah even that one was a conflict. again, i called my mom to decide for me what to buy when i got dizzy myself on what i chose since it was my own money and i should decide it myself. my unsure becoming into hostile. i even made the shopper confuse because of my indecisive mind. my relative just watch me and he was patient with me. Alhamdulillah.