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Because of you I didn’t smile

Because of you I cried

Because of you I shared everything

Because of you I broke

Because of you I am being like this

Because of you I am strong girl

Because of you I remember things

Because of you I can't move on

Because of you I am a stupid girl not to know what's happening

Because of you I lost myself

Because of you I was in love

Because of you I am being friend with her

Because of you I am being friend with him

Because of you I keep everything you give me

Because of you I don't know what I'm doing

Because of you I did the darest things

Because of you I turn things around

Because of you I hate my own friend

Because of you I am scared now

Because of you I keep trying

Because of you I wait

Because of you I love things that I never love before

Because of you I never realize

Because of you I got paralyzed 

Because of you I can't do things myself

Because of you I need to much help

Because of you I don't like anyone but you

Because of you I never leave strangers

Because of you I never talk

Because of you I shout to get everything out

Because of you I never had any more feeling

Because of you I am too tight with someone

Because of you I still like you

Because of you I am angry

Because of you I am always sad

Because of you I thought things go slow and fast

Because of you I never notice 
Because of you I am having a sad truth
Because of you...

Because of you...

I still stay with everything you gave, thinking what can I do to make you awake. I still do things that's the same. That make me sad. That me think the bad memories. The sweet memories. You... confuse me.....