Could have been Better !

Asallamualaikum :)
Today I would like to say that I'm grateful and thankful for what I have.
Before I tell you what I have gone through I'm sorry to say that Ms Dina today ate a lot of sugar you better read this post. it might be a lot of hype . So you are welcome to click on the button at the right up corner. Yes keep going. Thankyou

This year i have a least lost a friend. A friend that i wish will always stay by my side and didn't go somewhere else. Who always accuse me for the things I did wrong and that change me into something good and bad. A friend that i thought my mom would like i become friends with. A friend that I will never had in life. So sensitive that i was careful in how i should respond to surrounding. But i lost it. That one friend was my back through all the bullshit that people throw at me. And thank you. There is always the bad thing if you mom said no ? isn't it?

If people left me, then there's something wrong with me. Yes it's always. ME there you go the two and meaningful words. Now someone just made realise more about how was acting towards HUMAN. I'm not saying im kinda alien or something but hey im wondering when will i finish that first maze runner if i got job interview ? yesssssss i got it. at two it will be :) I'm really wishing i didn't meet someone who is being such a pain in ass

I was overcoated with fears. As i always was but hey i gotta go now i will continue soon :( sorry someone is screaming to me .______.