DoNt ThInK Im DaT sTuPid ....

Can you see that? It's like I already know the answer and u said something else... bcauz I just wanna see if you are lying. and you did. dafuq? Too quiet yesterday. Too pissed off yesterday. Too much thinking yesterday. Too >.< yesterday, Until I slept all the way from that evening to this morning. I realize I miss too much (Astagfirrullah do you realize that after SLEEPING -.-)

"Sometimes we often blame other ppl, but whereas the mistakes it all caused by ourself"
tsk..tsk..
I am too angry until my eyes become watery on the stage while we are practicing "Arent We All Your Children After All" for our end of the year talent show (Original- Arent They All Our Children After All). My fren had asked  (which is kind of mean) " Why do you evn like that guy?" and then laugh. I mean do you know how much does it hurt whn someone ask you something like that whn u are pissed? I asked her back something like "Why didn't you tell me that that guy wasnt dat gud for me? Why? Like give advices and support?" and she had answer.. " IDK. I saw you happy with him so Im happy." o.O 

ugh...n I just figure out the day b4 dat Niall cant evn talk to girl x3 cauz "someone" is strict or not to be mean.. He's wise* Um.. Let me say I dont mind and I still like it like dat.. (why).. but read this.. "Why dont you just say dat you are not ALLOW or you cant.. n Just rejected# from the beginning if you know.. I told you from the beginning that I DONT WANT TO FORCE YOU if You dont like me xD, n I'll be okay by den -_- n now I hav to still KNOW about ya.. becauz u know you like to hide urself.. But I guess it's too late.. becauz Im starting to get this ---- feeling agn!  #..rrr.. IneedtobitesomeonesoharduntiltheybleedxD

P.S. Tell you something.. That* note of "confession" i told my fren** that Im trying to tell Niall that "I like you" instead of that OTHER 3 strong words which include the word LOVE! so dat's I had to explain it to U..but U dont want to go aside..let me talk to u..maybe for the last time (?)

Salam,