Hello Mello Wello ! :3

Asallamualaikum Stalkers, lovely and kind people :*

Hello Mello Wello !!!!!! 

Firstly I wanna apologize that I HAVENT BEEN UPDATING MY BLOG LATELY! I know you miss me :') I miss updating too. Serious. Like Homework here is making me go crazy ! I havent been updating my friends either ._. I dont know why . I have. been. updating. soon. :| But Im here now felluh . Stop crying xD

Updates. Updates. Updates. what should I update about ? lol
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Oh right . Jeng-jeng-jeng !

Where is Niall?

Im really having some problem accepting someone while I am having someone. Get it ?
Where did you NIALL!? SPEEDY GONZALES!? I hate you for ditching me over the summer. ._. He still didnt reply me if he can go through long distance relationship. I have stopped updating him about my personal life. I've delete his messages and the pictures we had together. I dont care about you anymore so go die -..- I dont know what it meant anymore. Im like

If you love me tell me, if you don't please let me go. I don't want to waste another day waiting for the things you never say.

I know you don't miss me, so why cant you just say it from the beginning that the truth is you dont want to be with me ! ._. I've been dying literally a week after you left the school for a vacation. I'm lonely. But I waited. I waited for everything. You just replied my message only 4 times after I started MY vacation. What do you expect ? Im your girl day and night ? "I'm just going with the flow..." is that what you are saying ? One sentence . You become in my list of "freaks." You don't know how mean I am if you are my EX. It's always them, who leave me while Im staying without moving on ._. #sadstory. I have been stabbed on the back by them ! Pain makes me stronger. You hear what Dina says ?  Thankyou for those girls who adviced me, and telling me among all of them, I'm the most daring. Don't believe it ? go ask my friend yourself what I have been doing . Or evn STFAG if he notice me do it >:D or evn Speedy Gonzales who's I've been talking to just like normal people. 


And now... I dont know. Just go die --'

MY LOVE LIFE

AHHHHH!!!!! *faint* xD I just dont know what to say :3
I got a boy . AHHHH! *faint and roll to the floor*

A new. Yes I am. I know just say whatever you want -.- I dont care anymore. 

I'll call him Nazi . hah. lol. Suggested by my sister. Im just following :3 

Hm. How did I get with him ? :o Oh no ! 

He've been caring about me a lot. like  a lot... and lot :3

Whn I enter the new skool. Tell you wat . I CANT TRUST ANYONE. Not even the teachers xD. But they made us feel welcome. Ms. Aceto and Ms. Lam was right :') I miss them a bunch . Who made us feel welcome ? Of course the girls :3. For real, I've been living in KSA for 5 years without being too close with boys. I rarely act like friend with boys except that Im always step up as a leader, I just know to order them and they follow *peace* :3 So, it's not my fault if I dont talk to you if you are a guy. I just dont like talking to you. All guys are always annoying. but I think I change my mind. But it's only for one . 

At first I just make as offline to him at the beginning like I say, I rarely evn chat with them .

Until everyone get too much (i mean the guys who are trying to chat with me -.-) I made them offline n I just talk to him TROLOLOLOL. tbh, everything he told to my sister, I know. I know that he got a crush on me --' haha. WARNING : dont think I dont know stuff :D If you talk to my sister about me. She'll tell me all :P Beware.

tbh , I really dont have any feeling toward him at the beginning, but later, there's an earthquake. bam! I got a crush. lol. but it was not sure. cauz I hear rumors. I know it's wrong but I don't know who to believe that I just stop for long time =='. Whn he ask what Im doing and  i said i am listen to a song called "Be Mine", he starts saying "will you be mine?" but I feel like soo fast to accept while I have someone who's mine who ditch me over the summer n I hope you dont came back to me. ! buahahaha. Other ppl also start to ask if Im with him. Im like ==' no dummy. 

I was like @_@ what did that guy tell the others! ? Freaks. but then there's many people encourage me :3 I dont like people wait but I like to wait :) which is a bad thing -..- 

Guess what ? Nazi change whn I came. :3 Alhamdulillah. I hope he keep changing. InsyaAllah. 

Soooooo... On 29 July 2013 on Monday, he's mine <3 lol. 

I give a letter o^^o with a fail attempt of writing his full name *facepalm*

Jelly ? haha. They said Im lucky. I mean well xD

I hope we'll be together forever :3 InsyaAllah.

Our status "With someone special"

Brr... haha.. I know it sounds disgusting for some of you but ... do I care ? xD

Something I love about Nazi :3 

♥ Cute

♥ Handsome

♥ Caring

♥ Rarely get over xD

♥ Sweet

♥ Change because of Allah (MashaAllah)

♥ Never forgets me

♥ Like to accompany me

♥ Like to walk with me 

♥ Don't like leaving me being alone 

♥ Understands the situation :3

♥ His smile

♥ His faith toward Allah 

♥ Things he says make me smile

♥ Put me after Allah, parents and other important he have to put first :))

♥ His love toward me 

♥ The way he talks to me

And others. haha. I wont tell you more :3 Everything is cool MashaAllah.

Most of the girls are kind of jealous :3 xD I hope we'll stay no matter what. InsyaAllah . 

My love will get real soon :3

IMA Gangsta ??!! ._.

Hm. >_< Okay get it :) You are scared of me so keep out. I got the stare which I give only to over people like boys :3 but..

They say Outside Im a gangster, in Twitter Im a Gangster. I mean waaa? What's your problem? -..- 

My line "I'll poke you eyes soon" xD They all copy ._.  The boys -..- Im like you dont know me yet xD

heh. Like I care . :/ 

School ? Confuse wa ?

I dont understand what my dad is trying to do. I seriously dont get it. At first he force us to came back here and study here and he want us to study here but still in payed skool, n now that we are starting to get comfortable but government settled it, he ask him we want to study back over KSA . Im like >_< It makes me see no future. Make me see dark.  Im kind of scared about my knowledge :/ 

Hope it will be fine InsyaAllah . Pray to Allah :)



Hope for me to update soon :D hehe *peace* . Salam .