That's kinda too much
Asallamualaikum. Hello :3
HeyHey What up ? How's your Eid ? Mine?
Well, it's seriously such having Eid here. Everyone is at their home country and there's no one giving us Eid money or anything. Urm. Yea and yesterday We as a family didnt even like shake hands and say sorry or something. Like not really because our dad was working. I did evn feel the feeling of joyness this year. Because my Ramadhan wasnt that productive I guess :/
Hm. It was just my sister n I who were dress in our beautiful dresses and went downstair to shake hands with our mom. :)) Oh right, We forced our lil bro to do the same :P hehe. Yup and at night, whn my dad returns from home, we visited someone sick and also celebrate :3 Yea. we havent met any of our friends.. :|
Talk about the title, Yesh Im talk about myself too ^^. Yea I dont mean dat Im proud or something but it is. too much. Not becuz someone said it to me but I could feel it too ^-^ and thank you for telling me. Im not mad btw :) Ye ~
I think it's already been 2 weeks Im with him ? Like yeay \(._.)/ haha. Yes but started to feel weird for some reason. I just dont know why. Bahaha. But here's the thing. He kind of gets over. You know like yea. haha. N Im kind of afraid to tell him ._. LOL. Almost like his tweets, posts (he made a blog ya know), and yea. Full. about. me. get it. I can get IRRITATED you know xD RIMAS ? Yea that's the word. Bam !
He accepts me just the way I am :') Evn though, Im full of madness sometimes, he just gets it me, you know :3 And now we are like far from each other, he start misses me a lot. The words 'I Love You' is just at the tip of his tongue and I sometimes feels awkward to say it back. He plays mentioned with me a lot in Twitter and all Malaysians knows (except us who lives overseas but get to know it from pure Malaysians friends) that they uses Capital and then their crush/bf/gf first letter from their name. AND! I got tease with this 'Capital I' I mean dude. Puh-lease. You know Im not use to this stuff. I can see he starts slowly to change my situation. Bah like saying 'baby' . haha xD like buak !
His wish was to make me like Malaysia and stays. Well I dont know if he makes me like Malaysia or not. I just finds out that living in KSA was totally peaceful. Yes. that's the only word. PEACEFUL.
Now I just forget why did I accept him ? I mean why ? o.O Yes Single is really awesome and free but why ? did I just feel pity of him or something or what ? Yes it's only me who knows the reasons but I cant figure it myself :/ y ? and y? and y? Gosh ! Im really sorry for this. Last night, I got busted --' Yes i did. My dad was checking my phone to see what was really not good. But suddenly he open some other apps >< I was like *Owh fuq ! I was calm at the first minute whn he just look at my instagram and doesnt see the picture that I posted with him in it and until my dad scroll up and down, he just makes me more nervous bro ! There you go.... He open the picture and he ask me who's that . N I was like *silence* and then he didnt say anything. But then he open my WhatApps. Lucky I wasnt chatting with him through there but there's one of my friend saying he's name right there. Right over there it says _ _ _ _ _ _ . *facepalm* X{ but i was still calm except that I start to panic a lil bit. xD but there you go ... He checks my pictures. As I said before, he keeps on scrolling back and forth and bam again ! He sees it agn ._. I know I should save the picture in there but but.. I just wanna see it whn I misses him (?) and he asked my sister and she said "My friend" -.-" B4 he gives my phone back . The only words I heard was "Still small" and then go . I was like .______. and my feelings start to go down... I just dont know why. What does this thing really mean ? o.o I just dont wanna stress with more things. I mean school, life, problems, and LOVE ? Like help ? Im not deeply in love or something but my tweets are actually too much. I realize it myself too T^T n yea. Thanks to my babes I think I know what to do other than sharing everything and making the TL full U.U
HeyHey What up ? How's your Eid ? Mine?
Well, it's seriously such having Eid here. Everyone is at their home country and there's no one giving us Eid money or anything. Urm. Yea and yesterday We as a family didnt even like shake hands and say sorry or something. Like not really because our dad was working. I did evn feel the feeling of joyness this year. Because my Ramadhan wasnt that productive I guess :/
Hm. It was just my sister n I who were dress in our beautiful dresses and went downstair to shake hands with our mom. :)) Oh right, We forced our lil bro to do the same :P hehe. Yup and at night, whn my dad returns from home, we visited someone sick and also celebrate :3 Yea. we havent met any of our friends.. :|
Talk about the title, Yesh Im talk about myself too ^^. Yea I dont mean dat Im proud or something but it is. too much. Not becuz someone said it to me but I could feel it too ^-^ and thank you for telling me. Im not mad btw :) Ye ~
I think it's already been 2 weeks Im with him ? Like yeay \(._.)/ haha. Yes but started to feel weird for some reason. I just dont know why. Bahaha. But here's the thing. He kind of gets over. You know like yea. haha. N Im kind of afraid to tell him ._. LOL. Almost like his tweets, posts (he made a blog ya know), and yea. Full. about. me. get it. I can get IRRITATED you know xD RIMAS ? Yea that's the word. Bam !
He accepts me just the way I am :') Evn though, Im full of madness sometimes, he just gets it me, you know :3 And now we are like far from each other, he start misses me a lot. The words 'I Love You' is just at the tip of his tongue and I sometimes feels awkward to say it back. He plays mentioned with me a lot in Twitter and all Malaysians knows (except us who lives overseas but get to know it from pure Malaysians friends) that they uses Capital and then their crush/bf/gf first letter from their name. AND! I got tease with this 'Capital I' I mean dude. Puh-lease. You know Im not use to this stuff. I can see he starts slowly to change my situation. Bah like saying 'baby' . haha xD like buak !
His wish was to make me like Malaysia and stays. Well I dont know if he makes me like Malaysia or not. I just finds out that living in KSA was totally peaceful. Yes. that's the only word. PEACEFUL.
I guess he's really okay :3 Yea. Always cool and stays cute (lol) but he just dont really care what people says. ANNNNNDDDDD that's the problem. -_______________- While I care about what people think. They could make us change you know :| He just dont care like really. B4 I was with him, people likes to backbite about him and he knows but he's use to it and he just dont care. I feel pity. Like so much. People just say bad but he just dont care. Im like WOT ? hm.. well.
Right now we are really really far from each other cause he went back to his hometown for Eid. :3 Hope you safely arrive to your destination , InsyaAllah. Remember me and yea stop missing too much and start having fun broh :P
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