And slowly I SHOULD...
This is enough ! Ah ! Enough already . Im tired of thinking too much! Tell me . Tell me someone that I dont deserve to be like this ! UGH ! . I feel so embarrassed for being with you :( Why should I still care and I dont have anything with you anymore :(( I had enough. I know evn though I just knew for months, they knew you for years, and i should trust them . But please ? I know you already stop giving hope. But please dont talk to me about this :(
I know you never love me anymore but why cant I be the same ? :(( This is disappointed. HEARTLESS IS THE MAIN WORD THERE.. But why cant I be like that? This hurt . You should be talking to me anymore so it's easy for me to move on. Urgh . We can nvr be good. NEVER . You shouldnt have talk to me ! YOU SHOULDNT because Im on my level of doing a suicide ! x( I ask you do i deserve this but you just want me to know all about your story . It's too late man ! get it ? When I were yours you nvr felt to share anything just dont tell me anything . But tbh I had ask you and you keep on repeating "You really want to know. Haha no need. I was the worst." Pergh. How do you feel? Dont you feel special because someone wanna know about your STORY ? But him. I dont know. Too hard to explain , too bad to explain It's your choice.. But whn Im not your. I just care too much -_- but not you. Not you anymore. You NEVER. EVER wanted to know about my story. I KNOW IT'S BORING TO KNOW ABOUT ME! at least you learn something about me. And I see you nvr interested but just want my care and love. Urgh , If I could I just dont want to meet you from the first.
I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING WAS ONLY ONE-SIDED. It's like I care, I love, I wanna know , it's just me in it. For him . Cant see anything anymore from him except all the memories :( Yes ! Iknow. Blabla get it . This is all I want. But the thing is he's just repeating what I said. Maybe something I.. I told others but not him.. n tbh, I nvr share anything to him becauz I dont want him to be trap with problems. :( Yes Im too worried because if he cant handle everything . and .. so.. and so another reason ..why I leave. With my own problem with no place to tell and him having his own problem -_- it's good to be alone :/ maybe.
And slowly I should. And I should, I should ! Just forget the hope and just , just ! move on -_- by getting a new crush ? haha no way. Nobody I interested with a broken heart. I want you . ! Yes MF to fix this ! >.< jk~ ._. They all said he's too stupid, he never change, he's not showing much . and it have showed me , but im just waiting for his side.. it's seems he wants me to leave :/ kfine. i'll try :( *eyes hurting -_-*
I know you never love me anymore but why cant I be the same ? :(( This is disappointed. HEARTLESS IS THE MAIN WORD THERE.. But why cant I be like that? This hurt . You should be talking to me anymore so it's easy for me to move on. Urgh . We can nvr be good. NEVER . You shouldnt have talk to me ! YOU SHOULDNT because Im on my level of doing a suicide ! x( I ask you do i deserve this but you just want me to know all about your story . It's too late man ! get it ? When I were yours you nvr felt to share anything just dont tell me anything . But tbh I had ask you and you keep on repeating "You really want to know. Haha no need. I was the worst." Pergh. How do you feel? Dont you feel special because someone wanna know about your STORY ? But him. I dont know. Too hard to explain , too bad to explain It's your choice.. But whn Im not your. I just care too much -_- but not you. Not you anymore. You NEVER. EVER wanted to know about my story. I KNOW IT'S BORING TO KNOW ABOUT ME! at least you learn something about me. And I see you nvr interested but just want my care and love. Urgh , If I could I just dont want to meet you from the first.
I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING WAS ONLY ONE-SIDED. It's like I care, I love, I wanna know , it's just me in it. For him . Cant see anything anymore from him except all the memories :( Yes ! Iknow. Blabla get it . This is all I want. But the thing is he's just repeating what I said. Maybe something I.. I told others but not him.. n tbh, I nvr share anything to him becauz I dont want him to be trap with problems. :( Yes Im too worried because if he cant handle everything . and .. so.. and so another reason ..why I leave. With my own problem with no place to tell and him having his own problem -_- it's good to be alone :/ maybe.
And slowly I should. And I should, I should ! Just forget the hope and just , just ! move on -_- by getting a new crush ? haha no way. Nobody I interested with a broken heart. I want you . ! Yes MF to fix this ! >.< jk~ ._. They all said he's too stupid, he never change, he's not showing much . and it have showed me , but im just waiting for his side.. it's seems he wants me to leave :/ kfine. i'll try :( *eyes hurting -_-*
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