Dear Dad , I need you :(

I need my dad D: I miss him </3 He's alone over there in KSA . I need someone to ask about how Im doing ? A man :( He's the only one who will always stays by my side . I told everything to my dad . Except that I didnt tell him about the guy who broke my heart . But he knows who's the guy . and thats what one reason why I leave. Because I love my dad and he might be heart broken if I didnt listen to what he said . He was  the only one who trully cared about me :( nobody else except him . He's the best dad ever . :')) D: I need him right now . 

My dad should be the only one who I love until im big enough to be free. Until he knows that Im his girl who he thinks I can capable of doing anything . I miss him :(( Ya Allah , dont take him away from me . I love him so much :'( Im cryin and I can stop crying remembering the things he said to bring me until her. A brave girl :C Im sorry, she's not anymore now :(( She needs u now .. If someone can put the light back a little , she'll be okay . :L My dads busy :/ I want him to be with me until I success but right now Im done . She's not strong . My dad was the only one who can understand how i feel together with my mom . . . Im closer to my dad . Dear dad I need you so much right now . Please do come home faster :''((( *crying*

You win now :( I gave up :((